kids who spent their adolescence on tumblr between like 2009 and 2013 are now a whole different breed. venting away life’s juveniles concerns and pains to the internet and absolute strangers at the age of 15 while reading quote after quote and poem after poem about how disappointing life can be really shapes your mindset from way too young of an age lol. we were all truly so exposed to the reality of life way before we were ready to be, but that also made us mature ass fucking little human beings who today probably still think a little too deeply about every little detail. i will probably always attribute the underlying emo sad boi in me to my tumblr days. ill always be that melodramatic little girl who goes to tumblr when she feels like the only people who know her are strangers and so that she can find all the condolences and answers in life in emo ass poems and abstract landscape photography
I ONLY HURT THE PEOPLE I LOVE MOST. NEVER ANYONE ELSE. JUST THEM. SWEET AS A CHERRY FUCKING PIE TO EVERY OTHER HUMAN BEING BUT A RAGING ASS PETTY BITCH TO THE ONES WHOM MATTER MOST. WHEN THE FUCK WILL I STOP ugh
how could i literally be willing to dedicate my entire life’s worth and work to the basic well being of complete strangers but not even get over myself long enough to not act fucking 15 years old and not give my family and my boyfriend the fucking silent treatment. like seriously what kind of attention seeking ass thirsty bitch am i like woo hoo i tried to get them to think about what they’ve done by showing them that i’m mad but now i realize they didn’t even fucking do anything lol congrats. im such a petty ass self centered bitch dear god
….either all this or i have such low self esteem that i’d be willing to discredit, sacrifice and invalidate my own instinct. or i trash people for how much they think of themselves when what i should be doing is thinking of myself. either way sumting v wrong hunny
Because the Earth is round, running away from something is also running towards it from really far away
